I. WANT. THAT.

I want that.

It calls to me like a clarion, the mystical life, peering at the aperture where death is and seeing the possibility for transfiguration.

I want that above all else, above adulation, money, security.

What is any of it besides this, next to that clarion call of the heart's desire, of the deep knowing.

That is what I was made for.

This is why I'm here.

To rest in that deep knowing, this allowing of transfiguration.

It calls to me.

It calls to me.

It calls to me and my heart rings like a bell in answer.